My tummy is nervous!!

about lots of things!

i launch my rocket tomorrow morning! T^T im so excited and so nervous at the same time!
i wana see it fly but im scared itll blow up! haha

i cant wait till its over tho.. sigh.. just another worry off my back.

and all the rest of my homeworks >.< baah i cant wait till theyre all done with on tuesday! baah!
it makes my heart hurt!

it also hurts because i seem to be losing some longtime friends before its even time for us to go our seperate ways at college.. we keep getting more and more distant makes me so sad.. i dont know why that has to happen.. i mean.. its going to happen anyways.. ill be all alone next semester (:< i dont wana lose them.. i cant deal without my friends.. i panic and i dont know what to do with myself. i hope this turns around.. i want to prolong it as much as possible.

schools been wierd lately.. i dont know whats going on with everybody.. maybe its the fall.. i heard it makes people act crazy.

(:< so nervous and antsy!

and i still cant eat.. i ate crackers the other day. they were good. and some of my dads chili :> it was good. i could eat it just fine! lol ill have to eat chili for the rest of my days! haha

ahh.. i dont know whats wrong with me :< hopefully its just a mental thing
aarrgh!

running low on li-happies.. need BREAK.. and LOVE... ugh..
(:<

even tho im running on empty i still have my desire to draw!
i have so many things in my head to draw! i hope i can get them all done over turkey break!

then theres xmas break :> finals are fast approaching! and then SUPER MONTH LONG BREAK FOR LIII!!!!
yaay!
i wana plan a trip >w< me and sarah! yus!!
girly weekend! second roadtrip EVAR! yay~~

>w< new years is fast approaching!! skwee! that means DOOMSDAY MAY is too.. i swear.. MAY is like my hell month. every year.. house eviction... school ends.. SERIOUS finals man.. college planning... money runs out.. i hate that month! cept for con.. but thats already a hassle to prepare for anyways! raawr! but im still looking forward to it :> its just a pain in the butt to pay for.
*not looking forward to May*

i shouldnt worry so much..
i need my distractions T^T uggh!

well...
wish me luck tomorrow!! please!! ima need it!

oh! p.s.! im looking for a new job >w< skwee! wish me luck there too please!

aaahrrhg...
-_-;

im so burned out!! im happy but burned out! i need to not have NAYMORE school.. i hate it. it sucks!
haha
no more plz.

wells... im pretty much sleep writing now.. ill write again tomorrow and tell you how the rocket went XD
skwee!

ima enjoy the now

li